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    You Are A Thought Bubbler!!

    A Thought Bubbler

    For you, the bubbles prove you’re deep in thought. Without even realizing it, you treat your bubbles as works of art, built slowly, then destroyed in a bang. There’s something intimidating about someone so focused that a loud popping sound doesn’t break his or her concentration. Keep messing with their minds!


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    Actually, I don’t chew gum very often, because I have TMJ* — but this thing is going around, and it says that we can win free premium if we are chosen and the results of the quiz are visible on our site, so…


    *temporo mandibular joint syndrome — which basically means my jaw doesn’t line up at the joint and sometimes pops out, stresses the jaw muscles, which also contributes to headaches, and means I can’t open my mouth really wide or put a lot of pressure on my jaw — it can be quite painful, so I avoid gum and jawbreakers, slice up apples instead of just biting into them, and so on…

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    …another new look to the page, another new quote up there ^ in my quote box…


    I never get many comments about these things, so I am just assuming most people read my blogs from their subscriptions page. I am guilty of this myself. I often miss stuff on peoples pages by not visiting their sites from time to time, rather than just clicking over to “leave comments” from my subscriptions page. I used to use the subscriptions browser more often, because it just took me from site to site and I got to see the whole effect of everyone’s pages, but sometimes they take a while to load…


    There it is again…that elusive thing called “time” — we never have enough of it to get everything done that we want or need to, to experience everything we want to — but what the hell is “time” anyway? is it really the Fourth Dimension? or is it just something we have fabricated as a way to divide up our lives?


    How can we have, or not have, enough of something that doesn’t really exist?



     


     

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    The hazy, cloudless skies of Indian Summer. Leaves scurrying down the street 
    before the wind. The cold shiver from an arctic blast. Indian Summer. The last 
    warmth of the sun. Chilly mornings and glorious warm afternoons. The Harvest 
    Moon. The Hunter’s Moon. The Rainy Season. Dry corn stalks clattering in the 
    wind. The touch of frost on grass and window pane. The smell of burning leaves.
    -   Keith C. Heidorn



     


    I have been busy with paperwork. Finishing up the third quarter records for my little business. Doesn’t matter what size the business is, the paperwork always seems to pile up high… my brain hurts, my eyes hurt, I am tired of looking at numbers… but it is good to see the surface of my desk again.


    I have been squeezing in a bit of time here and there for noodling around in the yard. I still have a lot of bulbs to plant, and things to do to get the yard ready for winter. Lots of sticks to pick up from the windy stormy days we had over the last couple of months, and the leaves are beginning to fall — one of the biggest chores of the autumn, but not the least pleasant. My inner child always comes out to play when it’s leaf-raking time. Sometimes I even give in to the urge to jump in the piles


    And bit by bit, I am getting my garage cleaned up again. It was beginning to look like a hurricane had blown through. Between Bernie never putting anything away, the cats living out there, and the residue of many of my projects, it was getting to the point where it was impossible to be productive out there, and since the prime selling season is coming up on eBay, I need to have my work space clear for that! Time to build more gift baskets, and list lots of stuff on auction, all the stuff that has been sitting around waiting for it’s turn while I have been concentrating only on book auctions. And then, of course, there are the books…I have about 20 or 30 more titles to write listings for. Guess I will be spending a lot of time at the computer, as I reach the time of year when I spend less time on outdoor projects.


    But there is good news on the outdoor project front as well. We have hired a guy to come out with a skid loader and grade the driveway and parking areas, and spread the existing stones around in a base layer. Then it will be time to get — no kidding — about 40 tons (!!!??!!) of crushed red gravel to finish the project off. The guy who is doing the grading said he will even spread it around a bit for me if I get it delivered when he is here with the machine. That will save a lot of wheelbarrowing, shoveling and raking on my part!


    He will be here at the end of next week, I have some curbstones to set between now and then, and have to dig a trench for the electrical wiring that will be put in behind the garage. The electrician dropped the wire off the other day and told me to dig and bury it, and then he would hook up both ends later, when we are ready for it (after the last piece of fence is installed in the spring) I have to bury the wire now, because it will be running under the new parking area. Not a really big chore, compared to what I have accomplished so far this year. The electrician is supposed to come back sometime in the next month and put in an outdoor outlet on the front side of the house for my Christmas lights. The same outdoor outlet I have been trying to get installed for about 4 years now (my dad promised to do it for me, and he will be gone for 2 years the ned of next month!) lets hope this year will be the year I finally get to plug in christmas lights without stringing 3 extension cords together from the garage window! 


    That’s about it, moving forward slowly, nothing really exciting going on. I got some upholstery fabric on sale really cheap last week, and friday my cousin is going to help me make covers for the daybed and futon cushions (we got rid of the futon mattress, because it was so uncomfortable, and I bought thick foam for cushions on the futon frame) My old sewing machine will not handle the heavy fabric, so I will be taking the cushions to her place to use her commercial machine. In exchange for her help, I need to load up three chairs she is reupholstering for someone in my truck, drop them off at her house, and then deliver them when they are done. We will still have to figure out how to re-upholster or slipcover the bottom part of the daybed, but covering the removable cushions is a start.


    I may have enough fabric left over for some of the other living room furniture as well. Hopefully it will be all done for the holidays. And hopefully I will be able to convince Bernie he needs to go out and buy himself a new chair before then, as well. I think a nice recliner is just what the doctor ordered for him after his long hours at work…



     

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    yummy yummy full tummy…



    Isn’t it funny how good friends sometimes seem to know just what you need? Once again, my dear friend Andrew was right. What I needed to help beat the blues was some good old fashioned comfort food. So I just got done filling up on home made apple fritters. They are a once-a-year fall celebration for me, something from my childhood. Just like my mom used to do, I make a meal out of apple fritters with syrup. For some reason we always had green beans as a side dish when we had apple fritters for dinner, it seems to make sense to me, but when I suggested it to Bernie he thought I was crazy. Nowhere near as crazy as my brother, who used to put syrup on them!


    We used to sometimes have pancakes for dinner, too, with creamed sausage gravy, syrup, and green beans. Or French Toast for dinner — but my mom used to make it in the electric waffle iron. I will never forget when I was going to camp with the Girl Scouts, and we were planning our menus, I didn’t know how they could make French Toast while camping, because I didn’t know where they would plug in the waffle iron. The entire Girl Scout troop laughed at me. Well, we never had home made waffles, my mom just used to make French Toast in the waffle iron.



    I have been indulging in one of my other favorite mood-lifters for the past couple of days, despite the on-and-off damp and cold weather — working with pretty growing things. First I went to a couple of places looking at the last of the fall plant material and Halloweeny outdoor decorations. Then I bought some small mums and planted them on my parents’ and grandparents’ graves, something I have been wanting to do for a while now. The flowers I planted there this summer were still trying valiantly, but looking pretty tired. Now they have nice cheery fall flowers, and I pulled the weeds growing around the gravestones, too.


    On Thursday, I went to the Trenton Farmer’s Market, where we usually go almost every week because Bernie just loves the fresh sliced ham and bacon from the Polish deli. I bought a pound of ham, a fresh loaf of nice, dark, heavy multi-grain Russian bread, and a half a loaf of day-old sweet poppyseed roll frpm the sale table (yummy with tea or coffee). From the various farmers in the market, I got some of the last of the Jersey fresh field-grown tomatoes, green peppers, zucchini, a small basket of apples (McCoun, my favorite kind!) a couple of heads of cauliflower and a gallon of cider. I had to keep running out to the truck to drop off bags of stuff because I couldn’t carry it all!


    I also picked up a bundle of cornstalks to dress up my front yard-lamp-post, a bunch of indian corn and a couple of small pumpkins to put in the wheelbarrow by my side door, which I had planted with decorative flowering cabbage and kale the other day. On the way out I stopped at the little stand that sells locally grown honey, and got a big jar of wildflower honey and a bag of crystallized ginger slices. I also got a half-dozen of Terhune Orchards’ highly addictive apple cider donuts. I live not far from Terhunes, but haven’t gone out to the orchard yet this fall. Have to put that on the to-do list for sure.


    What a wonderful combination of purchases — yummy homestyle goodies and pretty natural fall decorations…


    But I wasn’t done yet — yesterday I went to the farm stand up the road and got three mums for my yard (some of the last decent ones around, almost everywhere the mums are just about gone) a bale of straw and three big pumpkins. I also got another bundle of cornstalks because the squrrels had demolished the ones I put up the day before, looking for the last remaining kernels of corn. I made a nice little fall vignette out by the lamppost, next to the front steps. I would have liked more mums for my flowerbeds on the side of the house, but I think I may be too late.


    Then I went over to Home Depot and bought some spring flowering bulbs. Since I found out this spring that the deer eat almost everything but daffodils, I bought 100 assorted daffodil bulbs. Bernie likes to plant bulbs, so he will be helping with them. We both love seeing the daffodils poke their heads up early in the spring. So they will be going all over the front yard, blended in with the new landscaping. I also bought some crocus bulbs for tucking under the trees and shrubs, and mostly for the back yard, where I can see them when I let the dogs out. I always look forward to the first crocuses of the spring, they often come up even through the snow! I also bought a few bearded iris bulbs. And I got a bag of 40 mixed tulip bulbs, for inside the backyard fence where the deer can’t get to them. I planted them yesterday where I will see them out my bedroom window.



    Last weekend I moved some perennials from one side of the yard to the other, and dug up all of the bearded irises from the flowerbed on the side of the house, and divided them. What started out as a few clumps of light pink iris, and a couple of purple ones, now has turned into over 30 plants, that I will be planting in other areas of the yard. The smallest roots/bulbs (actually rhizomes) will be replanted back in the flowerbed where they were growing, along with another 18 that I just bought — three new colors — yellow, blue and yellow bicolor, and light blue, because it seems that flowerbed is a good place for starting new iris plants.


    Yesterday I planted some of the larger irises in the backyard along the fence, behind the daylilies I planted this summer, in the same place where I put the tulip bulbs. That should make a nice changing view from my window, when one type of flower finishes blooming it will be time for another. I still have a lot more of the large irises, which I will be working into my front yard landscaping (hopefully deer don’t like them) and the small ones to go back in the flowerbed with the new bulbs.


    I tried to take some pictures today, but my digicam battery is dead. I only got one, and it doesn’t really matter because Xanga won’t let me post pictures right now anyway.



    Tonight we have a frost warning, so I brought in the houseplants that were on the patio and porch, and bernie’s hibiscus tree. Bernie picked the last of the chery tomatoes off our one remaining patio tomato plant. I already composted the other three tomato plants.


    Ahh, well, it seems that fall is moving right along, and winter is just around the corner. One thing that we don’t have much of here at the old homestead is decent fall foliage plants. Most of our trees are either evergreens, or swamp maples (silver maples) which don’t make pretty fall colors, the leaves just die and fall off. We have two Norway maples which turn bright yellow, but they always are the last to turn. They are still really green. Our crab apple trees have lost most of their leaves, they aren’t really pretty in the fall, and the red Japanese maples are red to begin with. I tried planting an Autumn Purple Ash tree last fall, but it is the one tree that didn’t make it. The deer mangled it to death. I had no idea deer liked ash trees so much.



    I guess we will get some yellow fall color out of the weeping willow and two little birch trees we planted last fall and this spring, and a few of the new baby shrubs change colors some, but I think one thing I need to concentrate on next year is getting some plants that will provide fall color into my landscape. Meanwhile, I think we are going to take a drive tomorrow and indulge in the classic fall pastime of “leaf peeping”



    Have a great weekend, whatever you do!



    update: Xanga is apparently over it’s issues with photo posting — so here are a couple from the back yard:



    this is where I planted the irises and tulip bulbs along the fence, around the daylilies.


    the bamboo grove is in the background.



    another photo of the bamboo grove, taken by Bernie last month


    the bamboo plants have really grown a lot since we planted them early this summer



    this is what it looked like when the bamboo was first planted.


    we got a new, bigger buddha statue since then, too


    (bet you thought the buddha grew as well )



     

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    Sorry I haven’t been around much.



    Actually, I have been here, just not saying much. Keeping up with reading everyone’s blogs, but not leaving comments because I just haven’t had much to say. Hence no new entries from me here, either.


    It’s not that nothing has been going on, actually, I am dealing with some stuff. Emotional stuff that has bubbled up from way down deep. There have been a few catalysts in the form of recent events, but nothing really earth shatterring, just stuff. Emotional residue. Things that have not been completely resolved. Issues that require closure, but may or may not ever obtain it.


    Just stuff.


    I may write about it eventually, or I may just let it sink back down into the depths from whence it came.


     


    But on another, more positive, note…


     


    For those of you who have been following my recent events, my family’s visit last weekend went beautifully. My house went into full Bed & Breakfast mode from Friday through Sunday, and everyone was relaxed, happy and comfortable. Lots of good cooking, eating, and even some baking! (I love my new stove, have I said that lately?) 


    Had plenty of time to get caught up on the latest goings-on with my nephew Brian and his girlfriend Sarah who were up from North Carolina to attend a wedding of someone they know from school down there, and staying at my house, which was conveniently situated between the church and the restaurant where the reception was held. So close, actually, that they walked back here from the reception saturday night — they had eaten so much food (Italian wedding, need I say more?) that they needed the walk!


    My brother Skip and Sister-In-Law Barb came in on friday night, they live about 3 hours from here, and hadn’t seen their son since Christmas either. So we made a classic down-home dinner — my SIL and I like to get in the kitchen and cook together and chat , so we made a bunch of meatloaf, baked potatoes, and salad. I made a cherry cheescake friday morning, one of my brother’s favorites, so we had that for dessert, and we all had a nice visit before they went home, leaving the rest of the weekend for us to visit with Brian and Sarah.


    Saturday morning, Brian and I made a huge breakfast/brunch feast for the three of us (Bernie was at work) Cheese omelettes, sausage links, hash browns, toast and jam, orange juice, and English Breakfast tea. We all stuffed ourselves full, Sarah and Brian showered, got dressed up and went to the wedding. While they were gone, I cleaned up and  baked pumpkin bread with a recipe I got from dear Xanga friend and world-class baker, JCRob. That, and some orange spice tea, made a really nice snack for them between the wedding and reception, where they had about a 3 hour break, and they had some time to relax by themselves while I got a nice hot bubble bath. Then it was off to the wedding reception for them and left-over meatloaf (always better the second day) for me and Bernie. 


    Sunday morning I got up early and made bacon, tea and French toast for everyone and we all sat around the kitchen table and had breakfast together before Brian and Sarah headed out on the 8 hour drive home. That was really nice, Bernie and I rarely sit at the table for meals together, he prefers eating in the living room in front of the TV. It felt really good to have a family around the table, like I always thought things should be. We just never seem to take time for the little stuff like that anymore….


    Nearly the whole house was nice and clean and tidy and spiffy for the weekend — and I hope to retain some semblance of that state, one way or another. It makes life so much more pleasant. I know that if the house wasn’t nice and neat and clean, this latest bout of the blues would be far more difficult to deal with. At least I am not living in physical chaos. The other chaos, well, it comes and goes.


     


    But, now I have a nagging case of the blues. Dealing with that other chaos, too.


     


    And to top it all off…


    This cold damp, gloomy weather that has rolled in has put me in the mood to hibernate. It has been all I can do to keep from staying in bed until it passes.


     



    just another snack or two and I will be ready to sleep for about four months or so…


     


    Don’t worry, I will be back to my old cheery self soon.



    ’till then, take care, keep warm and enjoy the change of seasons if you can!



     

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    Busy, busy.



    I have been very busy doing housework and yardwork. My nephew Brian and his girlfriend Sarah will be visiting from NC this weekend, and my brother and sis-in-law will be coming in from York, PA on friday too, just for the day. We haven’t seen Brian since Christmas, neither has my brother. Sarah has never been to our house.


    They have a wedding to go to in the area, and are using this place as a B&B, and getting a visit in as well. They will be staying in my bedroom and I will be sleeping on the daybed in the living room with the dogs. I am looking forward to seeing them, it really makes me sad to have what is left of my family living so far away now, not like when I was growing up, when the whole extended family lived on the same big piece of land, or just up the street.


    I have been getting the place all spruced up and spiffy for their visit, and in the process, I have finished off a few unfinished projects. I plan on doing a bit of special cooking, too. Still need to do some grocery shopping and more laundry, and pick up my living room rug from the cleaners. A quick clean-through of the house with the vac and the swiffer, and hopefully I will have the time to pull a few fall/Halloween decorations down out of the attic. I re-did the bathroom decor in a Halloweeny theme, well, it’s almost done, still have to put on a few finishing touches. I will post some pics and write about that project later. I guess that any outdoor decorations will have to wait, since it is raining now.


    Other than that, not much going on. I got my permanent crown on the tooth I had the root canal on. Looks and feels just like new. Actually, I think it is better than the original tooth. Glad that chapter is over. I don’thave to think about the dentist now until March when I go back for cleaning. I will probably get the final two silver fillings in my mouth replaced wiht the new white kind then, as a preventive measure. I have already had the rest done.


    It seems that the silver fillings are a major cause for cracks in teeth, which is why I now have three crowns in my mouth, and lost one molar. Also they tend to get decay around and under them, because over time they pull away from the tooth. Beside that, there is the consideration that the silver amalgam has traces of mercury, and some people believe it may be the root of many other health problems. I would be happy to suffer through the procedure to get these two teeth refilled, and not have that toxic stuff in there, but with no dental insurance, it has to wait a few more months.


    There has been one new development that has shaken my world up a bit. My dear friend Andrew was just diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis this week. He was having trouble with pain and blurriness in one eye, and then lost the vision in it altogether. So the doctor sent him to the hospital, where he underwent a bunch of tests for three days, and they finally found out he has MS. Now, in retrospect, he is realizing there have been symptoms for quite some time, but he never made the connection, or thought to get them checked out. He is pretty freaked out by the whole thing, but optimistic that he can eventually overcome the disease by holistic means, in conjunction with the treatment the doctors are prescribing for now. Such a nasty disease, and still such a mystery in many ways. But he is too stubborn to let it get him down, I’m sure.


    Anyways, that’s about all that is going on here. I will leave you with a photo Bernie took of September’s almost-full moon. He is still getting used to his new digicam, but taking some awesome photos already. He loves to photograph the moon. This is just one of a whole bunch he took that night. Most of them are of the moon through pine branches and stuff, some really nice ones, but this close-up is just awesome, taken just with the camera’s zoom and not a telescope or anything.


     



    Go on, howl, you know you want to!



    update – evening: …still working, got most of the house really clean and shiny. Listened to some great music all afternoon, till Bernie came home and turned on the TV. One CD I just listened to for the first time is a new one I picked up on eBay — Rick Wakeman, playing classical-type music, mostly on piano, with minimalistic accompaniment of acoustic guitar, electric bass and fretless bass. Gorgeous stuff.


    Now I think I am going to haul these rugs and comforters to the laundromat so I can put them in the big machine…


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    R.I.P.



    Christopher Reeve


    Actor, director, activist, and a ”local hero” to those of us in the Princeton, NJ area.


    A real inspiration and a genuinely nice guy.


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    You have gone on to a place where your broken body will no longer limit you.


    Dance now in heaven, Mr. Reeve, you will always be “super” in our hearts.



     

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    Another Glimpse of Heaven



     


    Last night we saw these three guys in concert:



     


    Awesome show, as expected. I also enjoyed a nice little chat with each of the band members after the show. They shared the bill with Fairport Convention, one of the premiere English Folk-Rock bands of all times. Good to see them, as well, but we couldn’t stay for the entire Fairport set as Bernie was feeling rather poorly and wanted to get home to bed early. His health is more important than staying ’til then end of the show, that is, as long as it wasn’t the Strawbs on second – if that was the case, he could have napped in the Jeep until I was done watching the final encore! One must keep one’s priorities straight, you know.


    The Strawbs did, indeed, play A Glimpse of Heaven, it was their third song of the set, as well as a fitting description for my feelings about anytime I get the chance to see these guys play live.


    The second song of the evening is adifrentdrumr’s choice song lyrics for this weekend:


     






    While seasons change in timely way
    The salt sea ever flows
    Where open moors lie cold and bleak
    A single flower grows.

    Though winter snows fall deep and long
    The flower grows the while
    The weary traveller passing by
    Feels warmer for her smile.

    Sunshine and the tender flower
    Both melt the young man’s heart
    But he who lingers waits his turn
    Must learn to play his part.

    Through summer days of warmth and love
    The young man tends his flower
    But blinded by their colours bright
    Heeds not the passing hour.

    The autumn trees once clothed with gold
    Now frayed and sadly worn
    The flower bids a chill farewell
    The young man’s heart is torn.

    While seasons change in timely way
    The salt sea ever flows
    Where open moors lie cold and bleak
    A single flower grows.





    – Strawbs – “The Flower and the Young Man”
    (written by David Cousins)


     



    Have a lovely weekend, Dear Readers, whatever you choose to do. And be sure to pause and enjoy the beauty that is all around us.



  • Anyone who says
    that all fat people are that way because
    they are lazy and don’t exercise


    Can kiss  my big fat pink ass


    And throw this  in the dumpster for me:



    the pile of concrete I finished breaking up and tearing out today
    – using the tools you see there —
    sledgehammer, pickaxe, wheelbarrow, prybar and sheer determination.


    it used to be a sidewalk that ran the length of the side of the garage that I am turning into a parking area.



    concrete walk partly removed and sod/top layer of soil scraped off
    (I got machine assisted help on the scraping of this section
    from the guys grading the detention basin behind us,
    but the concrete removal is all my own work)


     


    concrete walk completely removed,
    along with the old pool filter that was at the corner of the garage,
    plus some stones spread and holes filled — beginning the base layer and grading
    before installing the red crushed gravel that will cover the new parking area, old parking area and driveway
    (approx 4250 sq. ft.)


    more pics of this project to come.


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    The following is a reprint from last year … because it’s that time again  … it’s no big deal if it’s raining like crazy tonight (the remnants of Jeanne, the latest hurricane to tear up the east coast) and I can’t see the Harvest Moon … the full moon, like any cosmic occurence, has at least a 3-day sphere of influence. In plain English, that means that not only can we see the full moon for a day or so on either side of it’s fullest point (because our naked eyes can’t really tell the small difference a day makes either way) we can also feel it’s influence in more subtle ways …


    Enjoy! and howl a bit of you are so inclined


     









     


    Come a little bit closer
    Hear what I have to say
    Just like children sleepin’
    We could dream this night away.

    But there’s a full moon risin’
    Let’s go dancin’ in the light
    We know where the music’s playin’
    Let’s go out and feel the night.

    Because I’m still in love with you
    I want to see you dance again
    Because I’m still in love with you
    On this harvest moon.

    When we were strangers
    I watched you from afar
    When we were lovers
    I loved you with all my heart.

    But now it’s gettin’ late
    And the moon is climbin’ high
    I want to celebrate
    See it shinin’ in your eye.

    Because I’m still in love with you
    I want to see you dance again
    Because I’m still in love with you
    On this harvest moon.




    - Neil Young “Harvest Moon”





     


    There’s a Full Harvest Moon tonight…





    …may it bring us all just a little bit of Magick!


     





    Brightest Blessings to all my Dear Readers