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    I feel like a human gopher!


    All this digging in the yard!!




    just one of many excavation projects at the old homestead


    I finally found out where the old electrical wires and water pipe went into the cabana – now all I have to do is get my plumber and electrician out here to reconnect them (and of course I have to dig another trench to the garage for running the new wires — more digging!)


    and BTW, isn’t Dolly’s little butt cute?



     


    Thanks, everyone who commented on how nice my yard looks, and on my bamboo grove – but the photo in the last entry was just a computer rendering of how it will look when it is done and has some time to grow.


    Right now, I am still preparing the bed for the bamboo. I don’t even have the plants yet — they are coming from Oregon!


    First I had to dig out all the sod, clay, old roots and rocks where the bamboo will be planted. It likes moisture, but doesn’t like standing in water, so it needs good drainage (which you don’t get in heavy clay soil). It also doesn’t like growing in rocky soil. When my dad filled in the old swimming pool out here, he used truckloads of nasty rocky heavy fill dirt, and no topsoil. Although the back yard looks quite green, (inside the fence — the rest is my neighbor’s yard) it is really just a bunch of weeds trying to grow through rocks, not actually a lawn at all. So here is the hole I am digging for the bamboo grove.



    I got most of the roots and rocks out – and it is dug almost deep enough in this picture. That’s my shovel sticking up in the dirt — so you can get an idea how big the hole is in comparison. (about 15′X10′, and 2′ deep)



    this is the pile of mostly clay and rocks, I dug out. There is a contraption leaning on the compost bin behind the dirt pile — it is a screen I built for sifting the rocksand roots and other debris out and loosening up the clay before returning it to the hole.



    The next step (I actually started on it today after taking these photos, and before it began to rain and I quit) is installing a rhizome barrier all around the edge of the hole so the bamboo won’t spread all over the yard, and will keep its shoots fairly close together for a better screen. The type of bamboo that is hardy in this climate is a running type, which spreads via shoots coming up from underground rhizomes. The rhizomes will keep growing until they hit an obstacle, and then they will turn.


    The concrete patio blocks stacked next to the hole are the basis of my rhizome barrier. I am standing them on end around the inside of the hole, and then lining the inside edge with some 12 gauge vinyl I bought off a roll at the local fabric store. The bamboo nurseries sell a thick plastic rhizome barrier that is 30 inches wide, but it is more expensive than this method, and requires digging down twice as deep. I am hoping the bamboo will be discouraged from spreading by the heavy clay soil I am not breaking up in the bottom of the bed, andthe rhizomes will remain relatively close to the surface where the softer soil is.


    Once I get the concrete blocks set in, and the vinyl liner inside that, I will sift the soil I took out, blend it with peat moss and humus, and replace it in the hole. it will then be ready for planting the bamboo plants. I have chosen to use several different varieties of bamboo for visual interest, and will be planting a total of 10 plants in this space. Then a thick layer of mulch goes over the top, and all I have left to do is water, water, water and wait, wait, wait. Hopefully it will like its new home and start to spread and fill in a bit during the first growing season. But I have been warned that it usually doesn’t start looking really good until the end ofthe second season, or even the third.


    Gardening is an exercise in patience.


    Even planting bamboo — the fastest growing plant on the planet — I still have to wait months, years even, to get results.



     


    Well, anyway, I quit for the day when I got rained on. Much easier to work in dirt than mud. I ran out of cement blocks anyway. I am not sure that I want to go to Home Depot and wrestle another 3 dozen oftheminto the truck, plus humus and peatmoss. Bernie is at a Union meeting tonight, and I think I will wait until another night when he can help me load them up.


    I am sure I can find something to do in another part of the yard tomorrow.


    Like hang up the hammock that just came in the mail today and take a good long nap!



     


    Here are my two little helpers — they are standing between my hammock posts. The dirt is all dig up there, partly because I was looking for those wires and pipes, and partly because I am working on re-grading the back yard, which is all full of hills and holes from my dad and his buddy doing such a lovely job filling in the pool after having entirely too many shots and beers one day about fifteen years ago. The back yard has been a mess ever since.



    Dolly (left) and Pearl (right) in their summer haircuts


    I have gotten this little corner pretty well smoothed out, and even planted some new grass along the edge of it. The rest of this spot, which will be under my hammock, is going to be covered in mulch or wood chips so I don’t have to mow it. But first I have to dig a trench through it and get the new wires run so we can have lights in the cabana again. There are two flood lights on the outside, too, which makes it really nice to have the yard lit up if weare out there after dark. Before I can have the electrician in to run the wires, I have to have the other contractor in to remove the old cracked and crumbling concrete patio and walk, and work on the drainage on the other end ofthe yard. Hopefully he can do something withthe drainagethat will help keep the water out of our basement. The electric wires will go in a shallower trench over where the drain pipes will be.


    Every job we start around here seems to require 3 or 4 other things to be done before or in conjunction with the task at hand.


    Such is the nature of old houses, I suppose.



     


    And here is another picture of my little furballs with their summer haircuts – they look so cute in their underwear!


    I have an old enamel baby bathtub that I keep filled with water in the yard. The dogs like to stand in it and cool off when it is really hot out. It is just deep enough to barely come up to their bellies. On the left side of this photo is another part of the regrading project — where I am building up the soil next to the house where it had settled over the years, and the rain water was running  toward the foundation rather than away from it. I am using dirt I have been digging out of other (high) parts of the yard to build up low spots.



    a cool wading pool for the little fuzzy dogs



     


    One day I decided to do something that would give Bernie a good laugh when he came home after a long hot day at work so I added some sand around the dogs’ “pool” and put up a little sign — I even spread out a striped beach towel on the grass next to it.



    the sign says “Welcome to Pom Beach”



    And it did the trick — “daddy” laughed when he came home!



     

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    Dog Tired.


    That’s me.


    I have been working so very hard on the yard. Temperatures have been more suitable for august than may, it even reached 90 degrees here one day this week. And not a bit of rain, either. Of course that didn’t stop my lawn from growing like crazy.


    So I have been working in spurts, taking lots of cool down breaks and drinking gallons of water. In addition to mowing the lawn again, I also have been digging up dirt, shoveling and spreading mulch, and doing a whole lot of other yard work. My once soft and smooth hands are covered in callouses and blisters, and every bone in my body aches.


    But it is really starting to look nice around here.


    I almost got to the bottom of the 8-1/2 cubic yard truckload of mulch that was delivered last week (the third truckload for this project) and it is time to order another one. Hopefully that will be my last mulch for now.


    I took time out early this week to give the dogs their summer haircuts. This is a little earlier than usual for that, but it is much warmer this year, it has been a good 10-15 degrees above normal averages for the last 2 weeks. So I now have two Pomeranians running around in their underwear. They look like little black lambs. They are much happier now, and even stay outside most of the day, louging in the shade and watching me work through the fence. They really like the mulch piles, and spend a lot of time lying on them. Must be soft and maybe the moisture in it keeps them cool. Who knows, my dogs can be strange animals sometimes. They also have a nice deep den-hole they dug, and they lie in there in the cool dirt. The hole is so deep now, you can’t even see ears sticking up when there is a dog in it!


    One big project I am working on is getting ready to plant the bamboo grove Bernie wants in the back yard. In order to properly plant bamboo, there is a lot of preparation involved. I am digging out the entire bed where the bamboo will go, and installing a barrier of concrete patio bricks, standing on end, to keep the running rhizomes from sending shoots out all over the yard. They will sometimes pop up 20 or 30 feet away if not contained, and if they are not contained, the canes grow too far apart to make a proper grove, especially for our purposes, which is a privacy screen. Once I get the barrier in, I need to screen the rocks out of the soil I will be puting back in the bed, and mix it with peat moss and humus. I am really excited about this project, as I have no experience with bamboo at all and look forward to the challenge of growing a new (and rather exotic for this area) type of plant.   


    One bamboo website I visited offers a service (for $50) where they can do a virtual rendering of how your bamboo will look growing in your yard, before they plant it. “I can do that” I said…



    this is how our bamboo grove will look in about 2 years – see how nicely it hides the big house behind us? 


    I used photos of the exact varieties I am planting to do this rendering. the structure on the left is my compost bin. Behind that is the raspberry bushes I just planted (also enhanced to show what they will look like once they are growing a while) I also “planted” some flowers on the right side… not sure exactly what I will be doing with this area, right now it is just mulch along the bottom of the fence. I kind of like the low growing flowers, though. I also intend to put some kind of decorative bench and some stepping stones in front of the bamboo, and may also in this area plant the cold-hardy banana tree I just bought, and a hardy giant-flowered hibiscus I have on the way (another eBay purchase) I thought it would bring a nice tropical look to this corner.


    Speaking of my eBay purchases — there were some real interesting goodies in that package of plants that came the other day, in addition to the baby banana tree. I have them all in pots waiting to grow a little before some of them get transplanted to the ground. At least two of them will remain in pots to grow outdoors in the summer and come indoors for the winter, because they are not cold hardy. One is a lemongrass plant, a great herb for cooking and potpourri, and the other is a patchouli plant. Yes, that patchouli, the herb they make the oil from! Another exciting herb that came in this batch is a clump of sweetgrass, the real thing – a Sacred Blessing Herb used by the Native Americans. It is hardy in our climate zone and I am hoping to be able to estaablish a nice little patch of it in my yard.


    I have some more baby plants coming in the mail soon – six dwarf appple trees, the hibiscus, some hardy jasmine vines (to grow on the fence by my hammock — mmmmm) a few ornamental grasses, and a chocolate mint plant. I love mints, even though they tend to take over your yard if you let them. For now it will be living in a pot, but I hope to establish a little area somewhere to grow a variety of mints. They can be controlled with barriers, not quite as involved as the bamboo bed preparation, either. My absolute favorite mint is called blue balsam tea mint. We used to sell it at the nursery where I used to work (yes, that is where I learned a lot about different plant varieties — yet another job in my long and varied employment history) I hope they still carry it there, because I would really like to get a plant for my garden.


    Well, tomorrow Bernie is off from work, and he may be home on monday too, if they don’t call himin for O.T. again. Hopefully with his help I will be able to get more done. Its always nice to have company, too. Makes the work go by faster. We have plants to plant, and loads of digging to do. Still a little more lawn to finish mowing, and I am working on filling in all the holes in the lawn that keep trying to break my ankles for me.


    One good thing, all this work has been really good exercise. Despite not sticking to my nutrition plan, I lost four pounds this week (after staying at the same weight for the last 4 weeks) I think my body is adjusting pretty well to the thyroid medication, I have another week on this dosage beforeit doubles again, which will bring it to the dosage the doctor wants me to stay on for a couple of months until I get my blood tested again to see how we will proceed from there. This four pound loss means I am just three pounds away from my -50 pound half-way mark I was hoping to reach by Memorial day. When I lose 50 pounds, I will be going for thatmuch anticipated hair makeover, too. I picked out the salon I want to do it, and now it’s just a matter of time.


    I bought some of the very first local harvest of strawberries from the farm up the road yesterday. Sheer bliss. Strawberries have got to be just about my favorite food in the world. And nothing beats locally grown New Jersey berries fresh off the plants. But I am not one of those people who do the “pick-your-own” thing. Heck, I have enough work in my own garden. If I am going to pay you for fruit, you better pick it for me!!! I love this time of year, strawberries and asparagus, two of my favorite foods, in season and (this is a miracle) actually good for me and not fattening! Whoever said that everything enjoyable is either indecent, immoral, illegal or fattening completely forgot about strawberries (and asparagus)


    Well, have a good rest of the weekend, and go out and treat yourself to something fresh and tasty from Mother Earth!



     

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    Picture time!



    What a difference a year (more or less) makes!



    front of house before landscaping project began — winter 2002-3



    last May, when we signed the mortgage papers putting the house in our name



    a year later – major landscape project well underway


     


    one of the “mulch islands” in front – pic on left is last fall after putting in mulch, pic on right is how it looks now


    I have 6 more spring flowering shrubs (rhododendron PJM) to plant in this area this week



    a view from the street



    the back yard — this spring’s big outdoor project


     


    the new fence — view from patio (left) and toward patio (right)


    the light color line in the grass in these photos is where the old temporary fence for the dogs was


    the new patio will be extended out beyond the built-in BBQ grill (that stone chimney on the garage) it will go to the edge of the garage, and curve around to meet the other corner of the house (where the existing patio ends – next to the green rocking chair)


     


    the other end of the yard — the building is our cabana — which used to be a pool house when there was a pool in this yard. The black furball in the pic on the left is Dolly.


    The big patches of bare dirt are where I have been digging and moving dirt to correct the grading in the yard to slope away from the house for proper drainage.


    I am also digging to replace the wiring so the lights will be functional again (old wiring and pipes were destroyed when the pool was filled in)


    I am also trying to figure out a way to re-connect the water lines using a hose, rather than running new lines underground, so the bathroom (behind the center door) will be usable in the summer months


    You can barely see the two big wooden posts I had installed in the shade next to the cabana when the fence was put in — they are going to hold a hammock (which is on its way via mail order today!)



    temporary fence on one end of yard — will be replaced with a decorative wooden fence after they are finished removing old concrete and pouring the new patio.


    the canopy is there, on the other side of the fence, for parking the jeep under — helps keep it dry if we have an unexpected shower when the top is down. We will be replacing the patch of lawn on that side ofthe fence with gravel for parking, and hope to some day replace the canopy with a “real” car port, maybe even one built directly onto the side of the garage.



    the dogs really enjoy their new big yard. you can clearly see the line in the grass from their old fence in this picture. beyond that, Dolly chases (or races?) Pearl across the yard toward the compost bin.


    We will be installing a bamboo grove in the corner of the yard, which will hopefully grow really fast (as bamboo does) and hide some of the view of the big McMansion looming behind us. As I have been researching bamboo and its culture, I have found out that you don’t just plant a few bamboo plants — you “install a grove”. It involves the usual soil preparation like most gardening projects, but also installing a physical barrier to keep the bamboo from spreading via underground runners and taking over your whole yard!



    along this section of fence, behind the composter, I have planted 6 red raspberry bushes. Well, not exactly bushes yet — they are just sticks right now but have some leaves coming on. Pearl is standing between two of them in this photo.



    this is the little lilac bush I planted last year. It seems to like it here, judging by the amount of flowers it produced this spring!


    We have decided it is planted in a less than favorable location, so it will be getting moved later this year to a spot closer to the breezeway door.



    I have done even  more work since these photos were taken (last weekend) so there will be more photos soon.


    The mailman just brought me some little plants I bought on eBay so I have to get going and plant them in some pots.



     

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    Okay, so I was going to write something else tonight, but I found a little quiz-type-thingie floating around Xangaland and it seemed more interesting to me, and a lot less strenuous than actually thinking of how to put my thoughts in words.


    So here goes:


     


    Choose an artist you identify with and answer
    only in song TITLES by that artist:


    The Grateful Dead



    Are you female or male:  Man Smart, Women Smarter


    Describe yourself: A Touch of Grey


    How do some people feel about you: Mama Tried


    How do you feel about yourself: I Need a Miracle (every day)


    Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Loser 


    Describe where you want to be: The Promised Land


    Describe what you want to be: When I Paint My Masterpiece; Playin’ in the Band


    Describe how you live: The Music Never Stopped; Dancin’ in the Street


    Describe how you love: Good Lovin’


    Share a few words of wisdom: It Takes a Lot to Laugh, It Takes a Train to Cry


     



     


    Anyway, it has been a very productive few days for me around the old homestead. I did get some pictures taken, but you will have to wait a little longer for me to post them. Right now I am going to go rest my very weary and very overworked bones…


    I shall return with photos, I promise!



     

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    Nothing much happening here today.


    Just having a nice hot cup of tea… “Mrs. Twining’s Spice”, decaffeinated tea from Twinings is my blend of choice these days. Has a subtle hint of cinnamon and spice. Especially nice tonight, because in the afermath of the rainy days we just had, it is really cold and damp today. Just when I was getting used to that summertime-type weather we had last week, reality blows the cool damp spring weather back in.


    yes, reality blows…



    I didn’t feel like working in the yard today, it was pretty soggy in addition to being chilly. The lawnmower is still in the shop and the lawn is so high — knee deep in some areas — from all this rain. Kind of hard to do anything when the grass is that high and you can’t see through it. Too many holes in the ground for me to turn my ankles in! So I stayed inside, and gave both dogs a much-needed bath and de-shed.


    My spray attachment in the kitchen sink (perfect size bath tub for Pomeranians) broke when I started, and was leaking badly, so after I bathed Pearl, Bernie came home from work and went to the hardware store and got a new sprayer thingie for it. Then I bathed Dolly. She has a longer and much denser coat than Pearl, so her bath is a dreaded chore…but they are both done now, all silky and clean.


    I put a lot of cream rinse on them so I could brush out the shedding undercoat, and that really isn’t good for keeping the proper texture for a Pomeranian coat (which should be a bit harsh so it can stand out all fluffy) but when it comes down to choosing between keeping their coats in perfect condition for their breed and making it easier to get the tangles and shed hair out, I don’t mind having their coats turn silky, soft, and flat. After all, they are not show dogs and they going to get the majority of their coats cut off soon anyway, to help keep them cooler and cleaner for the summer. I love the feel of their clean soft fur right after a bath.



    They probably won’t stay clean too long with all the exposed dirt and stuff in the yard where I am working. They like to lie in the fresh soft cool dirt — and who am I to criticize them for that? If you don’t know what I am talking about — check out the picture on the page header of me at age 6, sleeping in a freshly tilled field. It is in my rotating picture show on the page header — and one of my favorite childhood pictures. (if you keep refreshing the page, the pictures up there keep changing) How can I blame my dogs for doing the same thing I did as a kid?? But at least my mom was able to throw my clothes in the washer.



    but on to other stuff…


    Guess that’s about all I really have to say, except for talking about my current health challenge — one of the biggest thing going on in my life right now. I am feeling a bit odd, my energy levels are going up and down erratically, as well as my appetite. This has got to be because of the thyroid meds. I have been taking them nearly 2 weeks now, and on thursday the dose will step up to double what I have been taking. I have to stay on that dosage for another 14 days, and then it doubles again. Then for the next two months I will be on that dosage, and then I get my blood tested again to see what is going on with the thyroid hormone levels.


    In case anyone is curious about how these things work, there are 3 different hormones involved in the metabolic processes that are regulated by the thyroid gland. Two of these are produced in the thyroid gland (T3 and T4)These are what is in the process of being replaced artificially — because my thyroid gland will soon be useless. The other hormone (TSH) is produced by the pituitary gland, which acts as sort of a control center for the entire endocrine system. TSH stimulates the thyroid gland to produce the T3 and T4, and is released in quantities relative to the amont of T3 and T4 the pituitary senses in the blood. They can tell if the dosage I am taking of artificial thyroid hormone is sufficient based on how much TSH they find in my blood.


    This, incidentally, is how they diagnose a probability of Hashimoto’s thyroidits or other thyroid disorders. Very often in testing the metabolic functions in a routine blood test, only the T3 and T4 are sampled. Even a malfunctioning thyroid gland can produce a sufficient level of these if stimulated by larger doses of TSH. In order to get a clear picture of what is going on, they need to do the TSH test as well as the T3 and T4. So if you suspect you may have some malfunction of your thyroid gland, be sure that when you have blood tests done they do the complete set of tests. My doctor said that this was probably what happened with my mom, that she was just treated for hypothyroidism (underactive thyroid) without testing to find the underlying cause, which was most likely Hashimoto’s, because it runs in families and is the leading cause of hypothyroidism.


    There are many symptoms of hypothyroidism, and the one that everyone thinks of the most, weight gain or inability to lose weight, is not always immediately present or obvious. Coarse, dry, flaky patches on the skin, dry brittle hair, sensitivity to cold, fatigue and tiredness, muscle weakness, changes in menstrual cycle, infertility, depression — these are all symptoms of hypothyroidism, and there are many more.


    To make matters even more confusing, Hashimoto’s disease can flare up and slow down over a period of years, as the immune system for some unknown reason intermittently attacks the thyroid gland, resulting in erratic shifts between hypo- and hyper-thyroidism, as the poor besieged thyroid gland swings between under- and over-production of its particular metabolic hormones. The result of this can include nearly bipolar behavior and this is no doubt what I have been experiencing for many years now. At least I have found out I wasn’t losing my mind — something I have been suspicious of on occasion.


    Well, it is an interesting journey I am facing. Not much I can do about it except just keep following doctor’s orders and pray for a smooth transition and no complications. Not much sense in feeling bad about having this, or feeling bad about having no cure, cause negativity won’t help. I just hope I can get more weight off and keep it off, because even with the meds, my mom never was able to do that.


    I have been keeping an eye on the scale, but taking a break from my strict nutrition plan for a few weeks as things get settled in my system. I try to eat sensibly, and am still eating some of the recipes I learned on the NBC diet, but am allowing myself some extras. So far I have maintained my 43 pound weight loss. I plan on going back to strictly following my nutrition plan once I get to the full dosage of thyroid meds and I feel less, well, erratic.


    But emotionally, I still feel a bit weird about the whole thing. Just the concept that there is something going on in my body that is making it literally attack itself is really a creepy feeling. I guess I will get over it. Eventually.



    Well, my big teacup is empty and it is time for me to sign off. Have to go get some rest. Tomorrow I hope to get some work done in the yard. I have reserved a small tiller for rental from the corner hardware store, and I am going to use it to beat up the soil in the backyard so I can rake it nice and smooth where I am re-grading, and get ready for planting my raspberry plants, which are coming in the mail any day now. I also have some old rosebushes to transplant, because we will be getting concrete poured where they are when we get our patio done. I plan on moving my composter, too, to a less prominent location in the yard. A little work at a time, and eventually the back yard will be a really nice place for the whole family. Ipromise to get some pictures on here soon, too.


    oh, and I just realized what tomorrow is —


    actually 2 things –


    my big brother turns 50!


    which means that I wish we lived closer so we could celebrate it together


    and


    Cinco de Mayo


    which means not a whole lot to me anymore, but before I quit drinking it would have meant mucho tequila and me becoming quite an idiot in public somewhere.


    Oh well,


    Happy Cinco de Mayo anyway! 


      


     

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    the beginning of this post is a reprint from last year. today’s update is at the bottom.  (– oh crap! I erased it when copying this 2 years later!! beltaine 2006)



    …time to dance the Merry Maypole ’round and sing Hal an Tow…


    Brightest Beltaine Blessings to One and All


    as we welcome in the May



    Hal an tow, jolly rumbalo
    We were up long before the day o
    To welcome in the summer
    To welcome in the may o
    For summer is a comin in
    And winter’s gone away o

    Take no scorn to wear the horn
    It was the crest when you were born
    Your father’s father wore it
    And your father wore it to

    Hal an tow, jolly rumbalo
    We were up long before the day o
    To welcome in the summer
    To welcome in the may o
    For summer is a comin in
    And winter’s gone away o

    Robin Hood and Little John
    Have both gone to the fair o
    and we will to the merry green wood
    To hunt the buck and hare o

    Hal an tow, jolly rumbalo
    We were up long before the day o
    To welcome in the summer
    To welcome in the may o
    For summer is a comin in
    And winter’s gone away o

    What happened to the Spaniards
    Who made so great a boast o
    It’s they shall eat the feathered goose
    And we shall eat the roast o

    Hal an tow, jolly rumbalo
    We were up long before the day o
    To welcome in the summer
    To welcome in the may o
    For summer is a comin in
    And winter’s gone away o

    And as for that good knight, St. George
    St. George he was a knight o
    Of all the knights of Christendom
    St. George is the right o

    Hal an tow, jolly rumbalo
    We were up long before the day o
    To welcome in the summer
    To welcome in the may o
    For summer is a comin in
    And winter’s gone away o

    God bless Aunt Mary Moses
    In all her power and might o
    May she send peace to England
    Send peace by day and night o


    Hal an tow, jolly rumbalo
    We were up long before the day o
    To welcome in the summer
    To welcome in the may o
    For summer is a comin in
    And winter’s gone away o


    - traditional Cornish May Day (Beltaine) song



    The Pagan holiday commonly known as May Day or Beltaine celebrates the fullness and fertility of spring as the Wheel turns toward summer. As the third and final “planting holiday” of the year it is traditionally the time when the planting of the seeds for the year’s crops are finished. Lavish celebration and partying would happen outdoors to mark the completion of the hard work of tilling and planting, the passing of the harsh, lean winter season and the beginning of the pleasant and abundant summer season. The alfresco lovemaking in the fields and groves which often followed these activities was a sort of Sympathetic Magick, quite literally encouraging the plants to be fertile and bear fruit by example.


    The tradition of the MayPole was brought to the British Isles by the Romans. It was a part of their springtime rituals in honour of the Gods and Goddesses of fertility. Although this practice faded away by the late eighteenth century, it is now experiencing a fairly widespread return.


    One of the quieter and lesser known traditions associated with this day is to bathe one’s face in the early morning dew to bring the blessings of youthful beauty. Another is to ritually ”wake up the trees” in the orchards, greeting them in the morning with libations and brightly colored ribbons tied in their branches.


    click here for more information on the song.


    click here for even more information on the song and the holiday.



    Well, one more year that I didn’t go out to wash my face in the dew.


    (I accidentally removed all this text!!)


    Have a Blessed Beltaine, whatever you are doing, and don’t forget to stop and appreciate Nature’s beauty and wonder all around you!!



     

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    I am not really in the mood to write much tonight, it has been a busy day and I would rather just relax –


    so here is a little diversion for now:


    Friday Five (borrowed from jkhsquonk who stole it from lionne )
    1. What was the last TV show you watched?


        “the Young and the Restless” this afternoon


    2. What was the last thing you complained about?    


        lingerie manufacturers not making the nicest styles of bras in “Goddess sizes”, also about how much of an ordeal bra shopping is (both complaints made at the same time, tonight in WalMart) 
     
    3. Who was the last person you complimented and what did you say? 


        Bernie, when I found him shopping in the garden section, after I finally emerged from the women’s dresssing room – I said he was learning well (or I was rubbing off on him)

    4. What was the last thing you threw away?


         the plastic seal off a bottle of Starbuck’s Mocha Frappucino


    5. What was the last website (besides this one) that you visited? 


         eBay



    There has been a lot happening in the last few weeks. Lots of stuff going on around the house and yard, including a new chainlink fence around the back yard, and plans for the new patio nearly finalized (still have to “audition” a couple more contractors before making the final decision) Lots of planting, digging and wheelbarrow pushing on my part — I have been getting more than my share of exercise and fresh air. Indoor improvements are in the near future, too, stuff that isn’t entirely up to me to do all the work on for a change.


    In addition to that, I am dealing with a health issue that sort of broadsided me, something that was discovered in my last blood test. I have an autoimmune disease called Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis, that my mom also probably had, but it may not have been diagnosed as such. She always just said she had a “thyroid condition”. It is permanent - not curable, but not exactly life threatening if treated - and can be regulated with medication. But it is freaking me just to find out I have it, and know what I am facing. And adjusting to the medication could potentially be a difficult process. The good news is that I should feel a lot better in many ways after I get settled into the medication. The symptoms of this disease explain so many things I have been dealing with for so long, and the doctor said I won’t be experiencing a lot of them anymore if things go well with the meds. It also explains a lot about my long-term battle with my weight and unexplainably gaining weight when I wasn’t eating much at all.


    I haven’t felt like writing about this, because I am still processing a lot of it in my own mind and emotions (which are all over the place right now) but I am sure I will be writing more about as time passes. Fatigue is a major issue, and has been for quite some time.


    Part of the reason I immerse myself in so many projects is because I know if I don’t keep pushing myself to keep going and do stuff, I will just climb back in bed and sleep for days on end. So I have been keeping busy, and when I have not been busy, I have been sleeping, or just walking around dazed in a sort of half-way-awake state. Trying not to lose the progress I have made with weight loss, and so far I have been maintaining, and not gaining anything back, but I have been taking a bit of a break from being so strict withthe nutrition plan. I don’t know if it is the meds or what, but I have had a few days where I felt simply ravenous. I am being careful not to go too far overboard, but I have been indulging the appetite a little bit, at least for now, until the meds stabilize my system.


    Sigh.


    Well, it could be worse. I knew with my family history that there was a potential for thyroid issues, but thought that since I was able to lose weight fairly well, that I had dodged that obstacle. Guess I was wrong again. Still not able to put into words what I am feeling about the whole thing.


    Anyway…


    I have a lot of stuff to do this weekend, and hope we don’t get too much rain. More shrubs, flowers, and a couple of trees to plant, and I have to transplant some old rose bushes, too, because there will soon be concrete where they are standing now.


    There used to be electrical wiring from switches in the garage to outdoor lighting in the back yard around the swimming pool, and lights in the pool cabana (which is still there, but no longer has working lights or water to the bathroom). But when the pool was filled in, the electricity was disconnected and a lot of the wiring, water lines and stuff were bulldozed under, too. I am determined to find out where the wires were running, at least where they go into the garage at one end and the cabana at the other end, and then do whatever is necessary (with the help of our electrician, of course) to run new wiring out there and get the lights hooked up again. This may mean that it will look like the yard has been full of gophers on acid by the time I am done, but I am going to dig till I find the old wires and then dig trenches for new ones! I am really pressed for time on this, because I have to do it before they put concrete, gravel, fence, and flowerbeds over where I need to be digging. 


    Okay, so I guess I found the time and energy to actually write a decent entry about some of what has been going on in my life. Hmm, how about that?


    I think I am going to go take a nap now.



     

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    Where is everybody???


    Xanga is very quiet lately. Seems that more and more bloggers are going AWOL every day!



    Xangaland is beginning to approach ghost town status.



    Of course I am not helping matters much, actually contributing to the silence by spending so much time outside working on projects and dealing with contractors, estimates and other nerve wracking details…



    Oh well, must be because Spring is in the air and adventure is calling…



    Oh no, wait, that isn’t adventure, it is just another contractor.



    Eventually we will decide on who is doing what and just get it done!




    update: thursday afternoonwhen I wrote this entry this morning, I was referring to the fact that people were not updating or writing new entries as often as they used to, not to the lack of readership or comments. When I go through my SIR’s (or whatever they are calling them now) it used to take much longer than it does now. I subscribe to over 100 sites, and just a very few of them are updating lately.


    Of course, this is not to say that I don’t enjoy the comments, and I definitely miss them, but I have also been guilty of reading my SIRs (which I do almost daily) and not commenting as much as I used to. It does get quite time consuming to wait for screens to change while I leave comments on everyone’s sites, when there is so much else going on that I need to be dealing with. I just figured that the drop in comments on my site was because I am commenting less on other peoples’ sites, and also because my life is pretty darned boring after all, and that is what I wrote about.


    But thanks, everyone who commented on this entry, and I am sorry if I made anyone feel like they should be apologizing for not commenting on my blogs. I would far rather be reading other peoples’ interesting entries than worrying about how many comments (or e-props) I get on mine.


    So I promise I will try to update more often here, and hopefully the rest of Xangaland will come out of it’s springtime nap.


    And if I don’t comment on your site — that does’t necessarily mean I haven’t been there, just that I haven’t had anything especially important to say.



     


     

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    just another rainy day at


    adifrentdrumr’s wildlife cafe…


    The following pictures were taken out my front window this morning.


    We have a new guest to add to the usual menagerie of assorted songbirds, woodpeckers, squirrels, deer, doves, groundhogs, skunks, Canada geese, and Mallard ducks –


    Today we were visited by


    A wild turkey!!!


     



    scoping out the yard and the bird feeder tree


     



    eating the overflow from a bird feeder


    the female Cardinal on the left side of this picture is most likely wondering “who invited you?”


     



    now this is a bird with attitude…


     



    “who you lookin’ at?”



     


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    Another glorious spring day!

    Actually, the weather was closer to summertime, with the temps hitting the 80′s, a perfect day to open the sunroof on the jeep and go for a long ride. Which is exactly what we did. We went to New Gretna, to the campground where we keep our trailer. Got a little sunburn/windburn on the face, but not too bad — just a nice blush to chase away the winter pales. 

    Looks like everything at camp made it through the winter okay, our awning is still intact (despite us not getting back down to camp to roll it up last fall after we winterized the trailer)  We hooked up the electricity and water, started up the fridge, ran the water to get the antifreeze out of all the pipes, opened up the vents and windows, and left the fans on for an hour or so to air it out. And most important, we paid our rent for the season.

    We looked around to see if there were any other sites open because we still would like to move to a better/larger space, but we need to speak to the owner’s wife about what is available, since se is the one that handles space rentals. She wasn’t there today so we will talk to her when we go downtocamp next time. That will probably be in a few weeks.

    We left the dogs home this time, since we were only going to be gone a few hours. Since we didn’t have to worry about them in the jeep, we stopped at the local Stewart’s Root Beer stand for dinner, and got to sit at a table and enjoy our meal. I had a pork roll and cheese sandwich with green pickle relish and a frosty mug of diet root beer — yum!


    Speaking of the diet — I lost 3 pounds this week, despite nibbling on some Easter candy. Just 7 pounds to go and I will be at the “-50″ mark. When I reach that goal, Bernie is going to pay for me to go to a fancy hair salon and get a hair makeover — cut and color. 

    I decided to stop dyeing my hair because I sort of like the way the salt-and-pepper grey is growing in, so I haven’t dyed it in about 6 months. That means I have auburn hair from about the ears down to nearly my waist, and from the roots for the first 6-8 inches is frosty grey. I am hoping that if I go to a salon with a good colorist, they can do something to blend the ends with the roots, so it will grow out gracefully.

    I really don’t want to do it the radical way, cutting all the dyed ends off and going from quite long to quite short. I guess I will find out when the time comes. I am open to a major change, if that is what they suggest, but I have gotten sort of attached to having long hair. It is going to feel good to be pampered at a fancy salon. Usually, on the rare times I go in for a trim, we just go to one of those quickie “Great Clips” $12 haircut places. I think a hair makeover is a good reward for when I get halfway to my 100 pound weight loss goal.


    Yesterday I had a very productive day, playing in the dirt. I got one of my flowerbeds planted with yellow marigolds and very cheerful looking burgundy and white striped petunias. I also planted the wheelbarrow next to the breezeway door with pansies, and more pansies in the planter pots on the patio. I planted a clematis vine to grow up our lamppost out front, and spread some more mulch in the front yard — part of the ongoing mulch project. Which is beginning to look like the never-ending mulch project. I am getting close to the end of the second truckload of mulch, and willprobably need two more by the time I am finished with what I have planned for the front and side. The back yard comes later.

    And speaking of the back yard — I got in touch with an old friend and her husband, a contractor, is going to call me tomorrow or tuesday about fencing in the back yard. We still need to research stamped concrete contractors for the patio, and figure out what we are doing with the old patio and the drainage and grading. We also need to research prices on gravel for the driveway. All this calling around and comparing prices and delivery charges is such a drag. I just wish there was one place to get everything and that was it. Oh well…

    Tomorrow is going to be another nice day, and Bernie is off from work. It is going to be a busy day too, I hope. We have some shrubs to plant out front, and lots of digging and mulch-hauling to do. Yesterday we went to the cemetery and I planted flowers on my parents’ and grandparents’ graves, something I wanted to do this week, so I am well ahead of schedule on at least one thing. We also have to go to Lowe’s because we haven’t heard from the flooring contractor they were supposed to send out last week. So we need to find out if our paperwork got lost, and while we are there, hopefully we will be able to pick up a few trees to plant in the yard, and maybe some more shrubs too. We have to try and get the lawnmower running (always a challenge the first time in the spring) because in a few palces the lawn is starting to get high already — probably all that rain last week did that.

    Well, I couldn’t wait until spring, could I? I am not  going to complain about all the work that goes along with it, because it sure beats sitting in the house being miserable about how cold and grey everything is in the winter!

    And when all the work is done — this place really is going to look like a country club! I have incorporated into my master landscaping design, a spot in the backyard for a nice hammock in the shade. When we get the fenceposts put in, I want to plant two big heavy posts specifically for the purpose of hanging a hammock. That will be where you will be able to find me for the rest of the summer!


     


    Well, since it is the weekend, I will share with you the lyrics from something we were listening to in the jeep this morning. A rather obscure Van Morrison piece, one of the nicest bits of spoken word/music I know, and I have found a transcription of the lyrics annotated with cross references… 




    Rave on John Donne, rave on thy Holy fool
    Down through the weeks of ages
    In the moss borne dark dank pools

    Rave on, down through the industrial revolution
    Empiricism, atomic and nuclear age
    Rave on down through time and space down through the corridors
    Rave on words on printed page

    Rave on, you left us infinity
    And well pressed pages torn to fade
    Drive on with wild abandon
    Uptempo, frenzied heels

    Rave on, Walt Whitman, nose down in wet grass
    Rave on fill the senses
    On nature’s bright green shady path

    Rave on Omar Khayyam, Rave on Kahlil Gibran
    Oh, what sweet wine we drinketh
    The celebration will be held
    We will partake the wine and break the Holy bread

    Rave on let a man come out of Ireland
    Rave on on
    Mr. Yeats,
    Rave on down through
    the Holy Rosey Cross
    Rave on down through theosophy, and the Golden Dawn
    Rave on through the writing of “A Vision”
    Rave on, Rave on, Rave on, Rave on, Rave on, Rave on

    Rave on John Donne, rave on thy Holy fool
    Down through the weeks of ages
    In the moss borne dark dank pools

    Rave on, down though the industrial revolution
    Empiricism, atomic and nuclear age
    Rave on words on printed page


    - Van Morrison – “Rave On, John Donne”